My whole afternoon, I spent sitting
in a study room in the Scharbauer building. For hours upon hours, I stared
intently into my notes, praying that I would remember the same information in a
little under twelve hours. I had become so physically and mentally fatigued
that I could not think or see without picturing my notes in my brain.
I continued to
study for one more hour until I packed up myself and headed out the door for
the BLUU for dinner. I hopped in the elevator and got off on the first floor. I
turned out of the elevator and headed toward the front door. While I was
putting in my headphones, I opened the door. My eyes immediately went from
selecting my playlist to what was right in front of me.
The sky was a
striking combination of red, yellow, and orange with a greyish sky slowly
starting to engulf it. To go along with this sunset was a Frog Fountain freely
flowing with the faint red lights coming from the base of the fountain. The lantern-like
lights surrounded the outside of the Commons with the dark green filling the
rest of the picture.
What was so
striking to me was not exactly the sunset. I have been fortunate to see some
pretty sunsets over my time especially at TCU. What I found so impactful was
the timing of nature’s gift that I had just walked into. That whole day I spent
almost no time outside. I was isolated from everybody and everything including
the sun. When I walked outside, I realized that nature for me was more than
something that I experienced every day. It was the breath of fresh air that
gave me more than energy. It gave me life. I knew at that moment how much I
missed and sorely needed the trees, the sun, the clouds, and the grass.
When I finally
walked back into my room, my hope was that what I remembered from that day was
not my Organizational Management leadership notes or how to create a balanced
portfolio, but how much I need nature to keep me going and ultimately give me
life.
Great posting. Thanks for remembering, and realizing, Nature's gift.
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